
The reason why I've been thinking about it lately is the book statistics. It says people don't always continue to read my books after they read first two chapters. It's happening to "The Sins Of The Past" and "The Broken Hearts Story". And it's gonna happen to the following books from this series as first few chapters are not quite good. Yes, I'm actually very bad at beginning a book and eventually get boring chapters that may not make sense. I understand why people don't want to give my books a chance and stop reading them. But you see... Events in my books happen slowly. I'm not rushing anything. I don't think it would be great to let things happen too fast. It wouldn't be great to solve characters' problems quickly. That's not interesting.
However, at the same time, I don't want to get rid of all the unnecessary scenes and dialogues that would not help events happen faster. I try to show all the sides of my characters. Show that they all have a different character, different habits, different tastes, etc. By adding some scenes, I'm trying to reveal as much information about them as possible. They are not something like robots without emotions and feelings. They are humans. And I want to show it. I want to let you know what they think of one or another thing. What they think of characters' actions. There are more than 100+ characters in my whole book series, and all of them are different. It's not easy to create an image for every single one, but I love it.
But... I'm thinking of making an experiment and trying to shorten my first two books to see how many views, likes, and comments they would receive. I don't know when I'd do this. And whether I actually want to do it. But I think I will do this. Just for curiousity. Just to find out if people stop reading my books because first chapters are freaking bad. Something like trash. Anyway... The full versions of my books will not be deleted and will be published even if I decide to publish shorten versions. Maybe, someday people would get interested in checking them. Who knows...
Anyway... It's my thought that I wanted to share with you. And... I would be happy to know what you think of it. Leave your comments, and I will answer them.
Have a nice day, people!
Love, Estrella Rose.
The reason why I've been thinking about it lately is the book statistics. It says people don't always continue to read my books after they read first two chapters. It's happening to "The Sins Of The Past" and "The Broken Hearts Story". And it's gonna happen to the following books from this series as first few chapters are not quite good. Yes, I'm actually very bad at beginning a book and eventually get boring chapters that may not make sense. I understand why people don't want to give my books a chance and stop reading them. But you see... Events in my books happen slowly. I'm not rushing anything. I don't think it would be great to let things happen too fast. It wouldn't be great to solve characters' problems quickly. That's not interesting.
However, at the same time, I don't want to get rid of all the unnecessary scenes and dialogues that would not help events happen faster. I try to show all the sides of my characters. Show that they all have a different character, different habits, different tastes, etc. By adding some scenes, I'm trying to reveal as much information about them as possible. They are not something like robots without emotions and feelings. They are humans. And I want to show it. I want to let you know what they think of one or another thing. What they think of characters' actions. There are more than 100+ characters in my whole book series, and all of them are different. It's not easy to create an image for every single one, but I love it.
But... I'm thinking of making an experiment and trying to shorten my first two books to see how many views, likes, and comments they would receive. I don't know when I'd do this. And whether I actually want to do it. But I think I will do this. Just for curiousity. Just to find out if people stop reading my books because first chapters are freaking bad. Something like trash. Anyway... The full versions of my books will not be deleted and will be published even if I decide to publish shorten versions. Maybe, someday people would get interested in checking them. Who knows...
Anyway... It's my thought that I wanted to share with you. And... I would be happy to know what you think of it. Leave your comments, and I will answer them.
Have a nice day, people!
Love, Estrella Rose.
May 31, 2022

“I’ve done so much for you… I took everything, I closed my eyes on everything… I did my best to save our relationship. I hoped you would pay attention to me someday and give me the love that I needed. I was ready for anything for you and your happiness. But you did not appreciate all of that. You did not appreciate the effort I made for us to live well. You ruined everything that I wanted to save.”
“You were also pretending that you tried to save our relationship. Pretending to be a perfect boyfriend in public and telling everyone you adored me and were happy to be in a relationship with me. But that was just words.”
“I wanted not very much! Not very much, Raquelle! Nothing impossible. Nothing super-hard. I just wanted warmth, love, and care. I wanted to get your support. To get the motivation to do something. To have someone to keep a belief that I’m still wanted and loved. But I’ve changed for a few months. I’ve changed for the worse. I stopped feeling like the Terrence that I had been before I started an affair with you.”
“And I stopped being the Raquelle I was. Our affair made me unhappy. It bothered me. I had some borders. A certain comfort zone. But you broke into it and turned everything upside down.”
“Nobody made you quit your career. Vice versa, I was happy to admire photos of you. But I needed attention, love, and care. I needed a girl that I could talk to about what was happening to me. But I was lonely. I was in a relationship, but I was lonely.”
“You described my feelings. I was in a relationship, but I was lonely.”

“I’ve done so much for you… I took everything, I closed my eyes on everything… I did my best to save our relationship. I hoped you would pay attention to me someday and give me the love that I needed. I was ready for anything for you and your happiness. But you did not appreciate all of that. You did not appreciate the effort I made for us to live well. You ruined everything that I wanted to save.”
“You were also pretending that you tried to save our relationship. Pretending to be a perfect boyfriend in public and telling everyone you adored me and were happy to be in a relationship with me. But that was just words.”
“I wanted not very much! Not very much, Raquelle! Nothing impossible. Nothing super-hard. I just wanted warmth, love, and care. I wanted to get your support. To get the motivation to do something. To have someone to keep a belief that I’m still wanted and loved. But I’ve changed for a few months. I’ve changed for the worse. I stopped feeling like the Terrence that I had been before I started an affair with you.”
“And I stopped being the Raquelle I was. Our affair made me unhappy. It bothered me. I had some borders. A certain comfort zone. But you broke into it and turned everything upside down.”
“Nobody made you quit your career. Vice versa, I was happy to admire photos of you. But I needed attention, love, and care. I needed a girl that I could talk to about what was happening to me. But I was lonely. I was in a relationship, but I was lonely.”
“You described my feelings. I was in a relationship, but I was lonely.”
May 30, 2022

“You two were obsessed with your career. You were so obsessed that you forgot each other.”
“Yes, I thought about my work. But that man didn’t also put his plans to the second place.”
“The love for your work made your relationship much worse and killed your love.”
“We never had love. We had respect. It was really killed. I lost any respect for that stinker and now despise him.”
“Raquelle…”
“But we’ve already fixed this mistake. Nothing connects us, and he can go to all the four sides.”
“Actually, love can be proved by acts and care, not words. At least you did nothing for Terrence. You didn’t support him, didn’t care about his business, refused to listen to him when he wanted to tell you something, Goes without saying, anyone would be insulted and stop living, no matter how strong their feelings are.”
“I don’t want to do anything for the man, who treated me like a doormat.”

“You two were obsessed with your career. You were so obsessed that you forgot each other.”
“Yes, I thought about my work. But that man didn’t also put his plans to the second place.”
“The love for your work made your relationship much worse and killed your love.”
“We never had love. We had respect. It was really killed. I lost any respect for that stinker and now despise him.”
“Raquelle…”
“But we’ve already fixed this mistake. Nothing connects us, and he can go to all the four sides.”
“Actually, love can be proved by acts and care, not words. At least you did nothing for Terrence. You didn’t support him, didn’t care about his business, refused to listen to him when he wanted to tell you something, Goes without saying, anyone would be insulted and stop living, no matter how strong their feelings are.”
“I don’t want to do anything for the man, who treated me like a doormat.”
May 22, 2022

“Passion is the thing that comes and leaves, but true love stays with us forever. When it comes, it will never leave, no matter how many years are gone. Some people live in harmony for fifty or even sixty years for the reason. And they do love each other.”

“Passion is the thing that comes and leaves, but true love stays with us forever. When it comes, it will never leave, no matter how many years are gone. Some people live in harmony for fifty or even sixty years for the reason. And they do love each other.”
May 18, 2022

“It’s always hurt to lose your friends, especially when you’ve befriended them for ages, but they do something bad to you. And unfortunately, new friends can’t always become much better than old friends.”

“It’s always hurt to lose your friends, especially when you’ve befriended them for ages, but they do something bad to you. And unfortunately, new friends can’t always become much better than old friends.”
May 14, 2022

“You are guilty of everything, Cameron! If you loved Terrence and had not forgotten about him after you began to live in the house with him, that man wouldn’t have gotten colder to you. Would not have given a damn about you and your problems. Why would he the heck care about your businesses when you don’t care about what’s happening to him? Or do you, egoist, think everyone owes you? Everyone must dance attendance upon you and clean your mouth! No, Raquelle, nobody owes you!”

“You are guilty of everything, Cameron! If you loved Terrence and had not forgotten about him after you began to live in the house with him, that man wouldn’t have gotten colder to you. Would not have given a damn about you and your problems. Why would he the heck care about your businesses when you don’t care about what’s happening to him? Or do you, egoist, think everyone owes you? Everyone must dance attendance upon you and clean your mouth! No, Raquelle, nobody owes you!”
May 7, 2022

Revenge is the dessert, which sometimes may not be enough for you, and which you always want more and more. It's very hard to stop when it gives you pleasure.

Revenge is the dessert, which sometimes may not be enough for you, and which you always want more and more. It's very hard to stop when it gives you pleasure.
May 4, 2022

I am currently working on my book series called "Stay Strong, Brave & Happy" that contains of four books. The first one is already published and completed. It's called "The Sins of The Past." I can't say it's absolutely perfect, but I still love it and did my best to make it better. You can feel free to check it out on any of my accounts. I deeply edited all my books to make them... Maybe, not perfect... But more or less good. I deleted something, added something, changed something... Anyway, now I am quite happy with the result and ready to introduce my works to the world.
Now I am publishing the second book "The Broken Hearts Story." This book is much better than the first one. And yeah, please, don't faint when you see how many symbols and pages my books contain. I know it's TOO much. But I just have too many thoughts in my mind. Too many story lines in one book. Long dialogues and actions... So... That's why it's so long. Anyway, I try to make my text as simple as possible. I want to make it easy to read and understand. At least, when I read it as a reader, I feel comfortable. But... I know all the strong and sides of them. Nobody is perfect. Everyone can't like something. Everyone loves different things. And that's fine if you don't like my books. I understand. It's okay. I believe I will find my readers someday and receive postive comments and find out what I could change to make my works better.
Anyway... I really hope you would love all my books I am going to post on my accounts. I would really appreciate your love and attention for my books. Follow news to know when I update my books with new chapters. And come back here to find out some interesting facts about how my stories were actually born. I promise I will be posting many interesting things. This blog is going to be something like a source for exclusive information. I would appreciate if you read my blog, loved my posts and let me know what you would like to see here.
Have a nice day, everyone!
Love, Estrella Rose.

I am currently working on my book series called "Stay Strong, Brave & Happy" that contains of four books. The first one is already published and completed. It's called "The Sins of The Past." I can't say it's absolutely perfect, but I still love it and did my best to make it better. You can feel free to check it out on any of my accounts. I deeply edited all my books to make them... Maybe, not perfect... But more or less good. I deleted something, added something, changed something... Anyway, now I am quite happy with the result and ready to introduce my works to the world.
Now I am publishing the second book "The Broken Hearts Story." This book is much better than the first one. And yeah, please, don't faint when you see how many symbols and pages my books contain. I know it's TOO much. But I just have too many thoughts in my mind. Too many story lines in one book. Long dialogues and actions... So... That's why it's so long. Anyway, I try to make my text as simple as possible. I want to make it easy to read and understand. At least, when I read it as a reader, I feel comfortable. But... I know all the strong and sides of them. Nobody is perfect. Everyone can't like something. Everyone loves different things. And that's fine if you don't like my books. I understand. It's okay. I believe I will find my readers someday and receive postive comments and find out what I could change to make my works better.
Anyway... I really hope you would love all my books I am going to post on my accounts. I would really appreciate your love and attention for my books. Follow news to know when I update my books with new chapters. And come back here to find out some interesting facts about how my stories were actually born. I promise I will be posting many interesting things. This blog is going to be something like a source for exclusive information. I would appreciate if you read my blog, loved my posts and let me know what you would like to see here.
Have a nice day, everyone!
Love, Estrella Rose.
May 1, 2022
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